Saturday, May 20, 2006
SqUaSh AgAiN!!!
HeYz!! S'been long since i last updated. Actually thr's several occasions tt i wanted to update but its not really happy stuff. Sometimes whn i got some uphappy stuff tt i jus need someone 2 share with, i'll type it in italic & title it to Dairy. So if in e future u don feel like havin ur mood being ruined, skip e "Dear Dairy" entries. =)
Woke up as usual today. Boarded 74 but sucks manz, e tv's not workin, cannot watch previous nite's 9pm show. Reached Orchard at 1125, met WX. Today's work was rather ok, tho members werent tat many, we were rather bz. Yea, demanding members.
Arrggg, got a big pimple at my nose. Sucks, hope tat e ppl ard me don be too disturbed abt it. Boy, more water & rest more pls, b4 u scare away all e members...=/
Supposed to go meet Josh for squash at 4pm at SP. But thr's a Town Hall meetin at Tanglin Club. Normala & Wendy asked us to attend so no choice. Felt bad gotta PS Josh. E meetin was not too bad. Mr Voogoo (or something like tt) - e GM of e club presented e financial figures. Aint tt easy to run a club at all. After tt was e Q&A session. Mary frm housekeepin voiced out her displeasure of being unappreciated after 28 yrs of service. Alan frm tavern also voiced out his unhappiness abt his long-promised promotion tat has yet to arrive. Whn GM ask 4 any questions frm e part-timers, WX voiced out abt the delay of pay. Dam cool. =)
After e meetin, FOOD!! Got some hi-tea snacks. Not too bad, some of e Tavern staff hung ard & eat & chat. Soon at late 4, only me, WX & Bo Yang were left. we were sort of like rubbish bins, help clearin all e food. =/
Yea, they were settin & preparin for another function after tt so WX & i went to help out. Thn we were asked to shift e piano frm e foyer lounge downstairs to e function room. Wa dam heavy, 4 of us shifted it. Mission completed, we hung ard & chatted with HR's Serene. Hahaz, v cool whn we aint talkin abt pay & e recruitment of more staff. =)
Whn we were abt to leave at abt 5pm, WX went over 2 e piano & played An Jing. Cant remember e 2nd chord so after e 1st one he gave up le. =) Thn i took over. Played Tong Hua. WX was singin. Dam cool. E 2 delivery guys clapped after we ended tho they didnt even know e song. =)
Went for squash after walkin WX to Somerset to meet Gen. Quite cool, didnt feel like changin, hahaz. Chatted with Wenxu & thn Edwin. Thn Sab came by. Played a little with Sab, thn with Josh. Haiz, still cant win him. =( Thn as Sab, Nailin, Wenxu, Jos & i were headin towards Co-op shop, Dan came by with Nise. Err, hmm.
Played a little with nise after tt. She's still not too bad jus tat can tell she's tired tats all. =) After tt, Federick came in. Boast-drive drills. It was tough but satisfyin. V long since i last trained like tat. =) At ard 9 plus, gotta leave le. Bidded nise & e rest gd-bye. Feels quite weird to bid her gd-bye during squash sessions. =/ Sent Sab home. Chatted along e way abt dressin and r/s and fashion. Wa her place was quite far ehz, oo-lu oo-lu somemore. Anyway, gotta ask for directions to get back to station. hahaz.
Met up with Wenxu, Yimin & Nailin at Clementi station & travelled together. Chatted quite alot. Everytime me & Nailin chatted abt cars, Yimin was v sianz. Noticing tat, we changed e topic but soon after, we were back at it again. =)
Today was rather ok, Could be better but i should not be too greedy. =)
My BaBy DiNo
(( 2:42 AM ))
Friday, May 12, 2006
Drowning my sorrows in music......
My BaBy DiNo
(( 3:42 AM ))
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Agghh, i'm bored. Going for medical today. Aint really in e best of moods. Slp at 330 last nite. Woke up at 830 this morning whn i am able to slp till 11am. Cant slp, heart beatin fast. Errrr, think got some sickness comin up. Yea, lovesick. =/
Feelin rather lonely now. Don knw wat i should do everytime i stop workin. Guess i'm gonna b a workaholic. =/
At times, i wished tat i could hold u once more. I hate e words "bye" frm ur lips. I wanna hold u once more.
Ehz, work has been err, hhhaz, really monotonous. Not much motivation to do. Still hav laz, but not as much le. =) Had food testin yest. Its asparagus month. Wa Kaoz, everything also asparagus. Desert with all sorts of berries. Meltique Sirloin was great. The rest, hahaz, no comments laz. =)
It hurts whn i dont get 2 hear ur voice after rings. It hurts whn u're so close yet so far.
My BaBy DiNo
(( 10:45 AM ))
Saturday, May 06, 2006
SaNtA Fe...
Dam it, thr's a cockroach in my room. Haiz..Today dam tired. Woke up e same time as i would hav if i were workin, but, i'm not workin today. Went back to Tanglin Club to get my formal, yapz, got pilot interview today. Met my buddies there but had to soon bid gdbye as they rushed up to work.
Walked back to mrt feelin hungry for KFC. So, went to Taka. Saw quite a crowd. Haiz, don like to eat alone so i jus went off to Tiong Bahru. Alighted at Dohby Ghaut, change to NEL thn back to east-west line. Yeah, abit boliao.
Reached TB station, 4got how to go CMPB le. Waited for 195 after seekin help frm e mrt staff. Reached there, wanted to go grab a bite de but same reason laz, don 1 2 eat alone. =) Waited & waited. Said was 130 but only 2pm did the officer came out to brief us. By thn, i was readin e last few pages of Only Twice I've Wished For Heaven.
Waited & waited somemore as i continued readin my book. I was number 4, e officers briefed us on roughly wat we'll b asked. Sucks, i don knw e history of RSAF so went to do some last min research. E aircon was bloody cold. As my turn drew nearer, my heart beat quicker.
Whn its my turn, i went in. 3 ppl sitted inside this big room. An officer, a Colonel & a female phychatrist. Was dam scary. Their qns were scary too, designed to kill. Anw i put up my best front tho it was barely a front. After 10 min, went out with my head held slightly below eyelevel.
Outside, strangers soon became friends. We were discussin abt e qns & all those killin methods. Laughed whn we found out tat everyone also got 'killed'. After e 1st 5 went in, e results were announced. 3 of us got in!!. =) Dam touched, dam happy. BD was e 1st person i told e news to.
Went for a bite. Finally i get to eat. bought Yang Zhou fried rice. Wa kaoz, its only 2 bucks lorz, dam cheap. E other 2 only drank stuff. 30 min later we went back to the career centre for e briefin. And its wait & wait again. waited for 1 hour plus. Read E New Paper's every article le. At 1645, Angie briefed us on e Medical & stuff. At 1715, we were dismissed. =)
Went back to tpy to meet parents. They were invited by Martin, a Hyundai dealer 4 e openin of e new Santa Fe. Parents asked me to go. At thr, its crowded, & it was rather grand. U knw wat, i felt great wearin long-sleeve shirt, dress pants & leather shoes. I really liked e feelin. =)
Had a buffet dinner reception after e openin speech & e revealin of e new model. Food was not too bad. Salmon, wine, lamb, beef & all. It was cool. Martin told dad tat he mus test drive e new model so off we went. It was impressive. e interior was great with blue LEDs all over. Tat 2.7 litre, 188bhp V6 feels gd to drive. Yummy!!
Dad maybe be changin car soon. Martin came up with a plan of loanin with e bank tat could make changin cars 4 dad possible. So e targetted car would be e 2.0 Sonata. Cool, so exciting. =)
Went back tpy after tt. Was too full to eat dinner le, missed my fav curry. =( Anw, today has been a fulfillin-enough day for me. Tml, dad's gonna leave for Germany for 1 week. Sadz. And i cant see him off. Sometimes i wonder wat kinda son am i. =/
My BaBy DiNo
(( 2:42 AM ))
Friday, May 05, 2006
DeAr DaIrY...
Dear Dairy, pls give me a break, a break frm all these heart-weakenin feelins, frm all these helplessness, vulnarablity. Now, i only hope tat NS will bring me out of this darkness. Tat all e pain & 'sufferin' can make me treasure more of e things i take for granted now. Pls make me focus more on wat i should do & nt wat i shouldnt b thinkin or worryin abt. Pls giv me e strength to step out of this world & achieve my heights.
Dear Dairy, i need someone 2 hug, someone i can cuddle to bed, someone who could hold me & make e world seems like its stopped revolvin, stopped jus 4 me, 4 me to savour every second of e moment, of e moment whn i feel safe, e moment i feel i'm needed. But up til then, i hav gt my substitude - my bolster.
Dear Dairy, thanks, thanks for being there whn i needed a ear.
My BaBy DiNo
(( 2:33 AM ))
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
DrEaDeD MoMeNt...
Ahhhhh!! I hate it. I'm fallin sick le. Havin a bad sore throat now. I knew tat it will happen. Guess i pushed myself too hard. Dam weak. How am i going to hold 2 jobs. =/
Yest, Fiona Xia came by terrace at Tanglin Club. Hahaz, chio manz. Pity the restaurant was full. She walked one round & went off le. Sighz, Alex & e rest didnt even get a glimspe of her, only WX & i did. =) THn after tat at early 10, a CNA broadcaster came for dinner. Hahaz, not bad too. =)
Today, at 1045pm, Lee Thiam Yew came for dinner with 6 other ppl. Yapz, Lee Kwan Yew's older brother. At 1st glance i tot he was LKY. =)
Met BD 4 awhile today. Hahaz, she went for interview for BATA. Anw, met her at Cityhall station. She's wearin formal. Walked over to Pennisular SC. After givin her e thumbs up sign, she left for her interview. Rather boliao so go shopped for my long-awaited sandals. Finally got it, after so many weeks of delay. =)
Went up to Funan alone. Stopped at Challenger. Still remembered e gd old times where me, David & Alex would hang ard there. David & i will always b e ones playin. Alex will be there naggin & pesterin us to leave. =P Played Most Wanted on e PC. hahaz, not an easy game to play.
At 5 min b4 6, BD called. Finished my last game thn went down to meet her. E interview??Hahaz, got faith in her laz. =) Went to LJS to buy Lemon Tea. Walked ard aimlessly at Raffles City for 1min 27secs thn headed back to mrt. Took to Dohby Ghaut. Sent BD to e NEL. =)
Work after tat was rather slack. Really nobody de lorz. Chatted alot with Wendy & Alex. =) GOt a new-comer, Bo Yang. Nice guy, i tot he's like after O levels but he's actually out of army le & waitin for uni. Hahaz, really dont freakin look his age. =)
Could feel a temperature comin up. Guess i better be slpin. =P
i still dont like e look of her back gettin smaller & smaller as i force myself to turn & walk away. i don knw whn will i b able 2 c her again.
My BaBy DiNo
(( 1:53 AM ))
Monday, May 01, 2006
My FeEt...
Yest (Sat) was my off day, after workin for 6 days straight. Ehz, work has been rather monotonous. Life too has become somehow monotonous. Arrggg, dont like tat. Wonder if workin life has to be like this. =/ Ehz, actually hor, sorta miss schooling days. =)
Slp at 3 plus e nite b4. At 850am, gt a morning call; its BD. Supposed to meet up for squash but as expected, wakin up was hard. Hahaz, no one could blame laz, even me who slp at 3 plus don feel like wakin up. So call off e squash. Met up for a chat instead. After e call, cant slp le. Played piano with eyes half opened. =)
At late 10, left home for 156. Heez, its been some time since i last took tat bus. Reached BD's void deck 3 minutes past 11am. Read my Only Twice I Wished For Heaven. Thn BD called, lazy worm didnt felt like comin down, but in e end still managed to push off. =)
Chatted for 2 plus hours. Startin, i was rather quiet. Its rather weird after not talkin to BD 4 so long le. She's talkin abt her future career prospects at Altivo. She's gd, she's capable; not many guys can do even half of wat she's doing. Dam proud of her. =) After e 1st hour, i sort of warmed up le, was talkin crap again. =) I'll be going for my pilot interview on Fri. No matter wat, i'll do my best. Wont let this chance tat thousands hoped for slip past jus like tt. =)
Only ate 2 tau sar piah e size of squash balls 4 breakfast. By 1, was quite hungry le. Told BD to go back up for her lunch; i go Compasspoint for lunch. But she called it off & invited me to her place. =) Was discussing abt joinin e Jewel Box. I wanna hold 2 jobs. I knw tat i would most prob die, but not via over-tiring; but in my parents hands. They will kill me e min i tell them e news. I hope tat they will allow me & nt to worry too much baz. =) Anyway, not confirm if i'll get e job. =)
3 reasons y 1 wanna hold 2 jobs. 1) As said in e beginnin of this entry, life's monotonous le. But i promise WX & Tanglin Club tt i'll stay till army & i will. Furthermore, now they really short of staff. 2) Ehz, sort of a test laz. i wanna see how much i can push myself. Wanna do & achieve more whn i'm young rather thn old le wanna do also cannot. In a nutshell, i don want any regrets. =) 3) Save up!!! For my Mercedes S500. Saw one e other day at e pedestrain crossing at Orchard road. Almost got knocked down by a taxi. Its jus stunning!! =P
Was discussin & flippin thru e Altivo menu. Wa kaoz, really got alot of things, & e things aint cheap there. A simple drink will equals to my half day there le. Heez, cannot drink, must think of my Baby Merc. =P Thn BD's mum came back. Offered me maggi mee. Its an offer i cant refused. Bd's mum's a nice lady. =) Also partly cos e acid in my stomach is eating my stomach. =/ Maggi Mee's great!! BD's dad's a great cook. =P Chatted with BD's mum. Its v easy to chat. We chatted alot, mostly on my future & our studies. E only thing's restrictin e conversation is my command of chinese. I sux..=( Oh yaz, Ehz BD, don eat so much Maggi Mee, not gd for health de. =P
After tat, left with BD to Harbourfront. On e train, readin magazines, admiring my S500 & BD's Mazda 6. Took e cable car up to e Bar. Ambience was great. E best thing was tat there's music. Scenary's great too. =) Thn hor, v horrible, free labour. Haven got e job go gae kiang & self employ. BD asked me to help de so ok lorz. Help to light up e couple of dozens of candles to be placed along e stairs. Sat at e air-con bar, waiting 4 e supervisor to come, & BD's deciding if she should replace Lydia & work on her off day. In front of us, a couples' doing some hanky panky. Arrggg, no mood laz, e ambience much better. =)
Was drawn to e music of e open-air bar. BD got me peach tea & i waited outside sitted at e bar, staring at e open space while she go change. Was rather bored, wished my book was with me then. =) After 40min, a waitress was walkin towards me with a stack of paper. I sat up & she place a set on e table. Its e application form. Arrgg, no pen. I kindly asked for a pen. Only whn e pen was presented did i realised its BD. AHHHH....Sux manz. Tot its someone else. Felt quite malu but nvm laz. =P
After fillin up e form, met up with e manager. He's a rather nice guy. After a 15 min 'chat', he said tat he will talk to his superior & will let me know. Hmmm, hope tat can get e job. After tat, bidded BD gdbye. She's rather bz so i better zi dong abit. Hey gerz, ThAnKs...=)
Went walkin ard at Harbourfront. Saw Yilin with some other friends. Was plannin to get sandals. But hor, i think i 'm tat kind of person who can only spend $ on food laz. hahaz, no motivation to choose 1 & buy. Reached tpy home at 715. Relatives were all they le. Its been 3 weeks since i last saw them. Hahaz, miss my '2-yr-old' cousin. =)
Watched The Rundown with Dad. After e show, drove back to Sgoon 2 bring Mum's dinner. THn, me & dad head towards Mustafa for my black shoes & sandals. There, bought I Not Stupid 2. Bought black shoes but not sandals. Reached home at midnite. Wanna workout de but its either i too lazy or i dam tired. Did 1 thn cannot le. Watched e VCD we jus bought. V nice show. Sadz show. =/
Today, work. Drove parents to Orchard. After gettin off at Tanglin Club, Dad & Mum go pak toh. =P Work was great. Guess its cos of e Altivo thingy. =) During break, went to pastamania with e colleagues. Christina's last day le. Dam sadz. Ate & laughed. After today, we cant see her le. She's someone whom u respect & at e same time, can chat & talk rubbish. After lunch, pei DJ awhile thn i go home. Slp for 40min, dam tired. Left 4 work at 615. Christ shook my hand at 930, sayin jus in case i didnt had e chance to do it whn i off work. Asked us to keep in touch. =)
Ate some prime rib today. Chef Kun left some for us. =) After work, Alex, WX & Lisi took e train home. Dad came to fetch me. I drove us 2 home. =) Back at home, decided for a run. Its tough, cant really run. I didnt complete e whole journey. Arrggg. =( Anyway here i am in front of e com. I know its a dam long entry. Army days r drawing near. I'll smile as i walk thru e gates of Tekong de. =)
My BaBy DiNo
(( 3:27 AM ))